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November 10 Delivery manYesterday was really a tough day. Tata, November 04 shld i buy a car?the opportunity arose...
i was looking at some models..
check this out...
i'm looking at either a hyundai avante, kia cerato koup *NEW, kia cerato forte (unlikely)
mmmm...personally the most reasonable and value for money buy is definitely an avante.
well... lemme pray about it first.
pretty excited about cars now...
but another consideration is my expenses for like petrol, parking, erp..
everything also money...
mmmm... see how la...
=)
October 27 LIVE: From SIM LibraryOne down. Two more (toughest) papers to go.
Today's SSCS was relatively ok.
Was hearing Joyce Meyer's Podcast on my way to sch.
She mentioned that we should not be settling for status quo.
Say no to being average!
We serve an excellent God.
I really wish to apply this towards my attitude of studies.
Sometimes, its so hard to keep what you preach.
I really need to tweak the way I study and aim high.
Life is full of uncompleted task and undaunted challenges.
But the good news is: everytime you fulfill them and see yourself change for the better, you feel like a champion!
Let's hope that I'll enjoy my O-leve studying daze again..ops.. i mean days =)
Looking forward to the month of November.
Although no more jobs (tuition), i look forward for the chalet plannings, st john plannings, bible-studies, visitations..
so much things that i wish to do... do i have the energy to sustain it? lol..
some of my mbrs visited me yesterday.
wrote me a card.. funny... rachel spelt 加油 as the other way round. '口力' so cute rite?
sometimes when i see this bunch of people, i really dunno whether to cry or laugh.
they can be so cute at times but so fuming mad at times.
well.. that's my life as their cell group leader, for now.
i really hope that they can buckle their belt, thicken their skin and advance forward to become my friends.
sometimes i really unstd how God feels when He says that He's knocking at our doors to want to fellowship with us.
I hope they see the countless hints I've given.
Afterall, CGLs are human who needs friends when they're disappointed and needs love and attention.
Well. flocks being flocks need a shepherd.
Maybe I should just lower my expectations.
Oh... and lastly before I sign out..
I want to say that this Sat will be one of my craziest and unimmaginative days of my life!
on my face book tag box says that 'I'll going to commit a distasteful adultery'
what many don't know is that I'll wear a liverpool shirt because Man U lost 2-0 to them.
I have to keep my word to my mbr mervin and friends and also to rayvin.
sighs... i'll make sure they wear a man u jersey the next time round when they visit Old Trafford.
Till den,
October 17 Movie Review: Julie & JuliaHi fans, It has been a loong looooong time since i last blogged. well...we went to JP to catch this show. 1) Be supportive 2) Always finish what you've started 3) Never fear failures 4) Ma ma mia.. 5) Someone's watching you That's about it. Kudos to this movie. September 29 bdae presentsSeptember 24 Fighting a good fight of faithThis week has been a fight for me.
Still remembered that the last time I fasted was very long ago.
To be exact, days before my SOT admission.
Due to some reasons, I've decided to challenge my flesh again.
I need a great breakthrough before i turn 24.
Could sense that greater things are yet to come
5 days - consecutively.
Mon to fri.
It has been a struggle to go without food for 24hrs.
Ever since my HK trip, I've gained 3-4kg.
Disastrous..
However, my fast is OF CUZ not an excuse to diet.
Eating is such an enjoyable thing for me to do.
Therefore I conclude that the best way to challenge myself is to cut off and stay abstence from food and it really work.
It hit me sooooo hard!
Yest my zone was having a steamboat, i was there.
Was at Orchard area this afternoon after accompanying dear to Mt E and you can't imagine the food around me.
And today during my tuition at my cousin's place, the maid cooked laksa! I have a habit to eat there and it hit me today real hard..
The big one... I did my IPPT today.
Yes yes... all guys will have to do their IPPT once a year before their 'window' closes. And my window (which is my birth date) is closing in 2 days time.
And another factor was that I injure my shoulder and hip bone and I've not been working out...
so...
all the other components were good except for my 2.4km run.
I din make the mark. Shall not say my timing but... it was not good.
Got a 'E' grade. Just because I'm a diver, I have to get a minimal of 'C' for every item.
Its tough.... RT here I come.
But all things are well.
Building a great bond with all the ldrs in KEL zone. How I wish baby was here with us.
She wasn't feeling too well yest during our steamboat fellowship.
It has been great.. looking forward for greater days together with the zone!
Alright, that's all... looking fwd to fri when I break my fast!!!
September 20 Cell-groupi'm beginning to enjoy this group of people..
2009 has been one the toughest moment for me and the CG..
Leading this people was an heartache for me initially..
the group seems to drop back to the days where we struggle in our one digit..
we ended of with 19 in 2008.
and in 2009, we had 21.
however, the figure keeps hovering for a long period.
in the middle of the year, a few mbrs were not so committed and decide to be less active...
the figures could go to as low as 13-14 on an average weekend.
its always the same old faces..
got quite demoralized.. tried all sorts of things but nothing seemed to be working.
Well, i guess God has his timings..
A breakthru at the right time (like what we learn in last wk's sermon) can bring God the glory.
From a low of 8 members 2 weeks ago,
we boom to 17-20!
All glory to God!!!
I realise the importance of unity.
That we shouldn't just 'hurry' and focus on the growth and number but to construct a fun and spiritual team that will fight together.
I'm amazed at how fast things change.
With just a few game sessions that we had (bball, soccer, badminton) and some really fun CG games and outings like prawning.. we manage to start a 'spark' to the CG's synergy level.
More mbrs are getting healthier.
One person in particular is Anna.
I'm surprise at how God made a zero to a hero.
She used to be a very shy and quiet girl. You won't really pin much hopes on her for sparking off a revival.
However, she transformed tremendously.
You can count on her to be there every week.
From a person who doesn't read the Bible to an active Bible study goer. She completed her Getting Started in just 3 days during the Sep Hols and now has started attending Christian Lifestyle and CIC concurrently. More than that, she can proudly proclaim that she finish reading the whole book of Matthew.
And today, she brough 3 friends!!!
Janice who used to leave very early and seldom fellowship became active too. She even volunteered to teach Bible Study now that her promos are over.
Her spiritual diary has encouraged me in knowing that she enjoys follow-upping on mbrs and friends. She's another bright rising star.
And my 3 generals - Gary Chung Rachel in being so transformed in their leadership now.
Chung had his breakthru in prayer. He no longer struggles with it anymore.
He's even learning how to start prayer meetings with his group.
Gary's guitar skills have improved too. Very soon, I know I can sit back and let him take full control of praise and worship. His anointing in playing and leading his mbrs have improved as well. And of cuz, constantly bring so active as a bible-study machine.
Rachel is always so teachable. I can count on her to disciple the younger ones. I know that she will be able to be up there one day. Still believing in her.
Wow.. I'm so encouraged with members like that.
I know that this is just the beginning. I thank God for preparing a whale for us. Now, our CG's much committed and every one is shining for God.
I've laid the foundations. My wish is for the CG to take off into flight from here.
My 3 precious CGCs and the rest of my disciples to do more for the Kingdom of God.
Greater things are yet to come, greater things are still to be done in W453.
That's the best bdae present they can ever give me.
Always believing in them,
September 11 2009 bdae wishes2 more weeks before turning 24...
am i excited? mmmm... o.. k ... la.
i still remembered some key moments in my life like when i was 14... (got very excited for Christ, joined choir, became an OM etc..
17... entered into a new phase of my life... JC... total mess.. things are diff...
21 and 22... adulthood... 3 zones in a year... WYZ family...
and now....24. haha... one more year to mid-twenties!
Can't deny that I'm ageing le. I truly believe that 25 will be a highlight for me!
A year where I'll graduate and I do look forward for a new job.
I used to hope that I might be able to enter into the entertainment industry.
After numerous short stincts with Mediacorp, I don't see any open doors.
I keep telling myself that when I turn 25, I'll settle down and know what path I would choose ahead for my career.
Guess after being a CGL, being attached to a lovely princess... the next thing that I really would like to focus on is to find a good career that will give me satisfaction and fulfillment. That's perhaps my greatest wish for now...
So for the 'sake' of my ageing bdae.. well... use it as a chance to gather friends, make people happy and receive gifts!
Now.. what do I really want? hmmm... hard to answer... serious... cuz I don't have much desires.
Some say a car? If God is willing, I don't mind. But I know that it will be a liability for a self-surviving tutor/FT student like me.
so I'd rather say no unless it is fully sponsored and petrol paid for! haha... and of cuz.. only one person has the means to bless me with that - my 'El Shaddai'
next.. material needs? not really...
my wardrobe is full of clothings...
last year i received one Christian Audigier and one Ed Hardy... sad to say... haha... the prints got 'washed out' and it's ... argh.. gek sim to say.
But of course I love to look good and have nice clothes to wear. Any preferred brands? nah.. I always go for value-add. Cheap, nice and looks ex can alr. Design is my priority.
Watches? Plenty. No need for it.
Shoes? I love shoes.. mmm.. anything la. haha... so far I'm quite a vivid Beetle Bug fan. But... i'm quite satisfied for now. Currently wearing a common converse canvas shoe.
Bottoms? Hard to buy rite? I'm not gonna reveal my size! Its ok la.. my jeans rack is rather substantial.
So...
you guess la!
But I have to admit that being a 'technology laggard', I'm finally convinced of getting an i-pod after what Pst Tan said on tue - to listen to more sermons.
So... see how lar.
Tt's all folks! Looking fwd to your surprises and a fun time of fellowship!
Small and comfortable groups are preferred as I'm rather shy in nature
Click here to see 2008 wishlist
Tks,
September 07 accidenti did it again.
thankfully it wasn't serious.
along siglap road after exiting pst's house.
a cab just stop without signalling infront of me.
accrdg to my passengers, he was a distance away from me but i just went straight into him
maybe about 30-50m.
he stopped at the middle of the road, no hazard light.
by the time vin shouted 'watch out', i hit my brakes hard but not enough to prevent the accident.
don's car plate fell off.
thank God that it was just the carplate, nothing much. don and the cab driver will settle.
i was at fault.
guess i wasn't focusing. was just looking at other lanes trying to filter out because i wasn't familiar with the road.
baby really comforted me. i was literally dumbfounded.
1week before my HK trip, my rental Toyata Wish hit into a women's car.
For that, i was really tail-gating. Another jam break incident.
I thought i manange to break in time and miss the car but i nudge into it and spoil her car's reverse sensors.
She was fierce and demanding. $500 burnt..
Well.. all these ordeal seems to hit my confidence in driving.
will i be able to drive again without fearing the roads?
with so many reckless and crazy impatient predators on the road..
i'm afraid.
well.. i just need to learn how to 'learn from experience' the hard way.
thank God that no one was majorly injured.
phew..
August 26 HK 21 - 25/8I LOVE Hong Kong!
Back from HK yest mrng 115am. Was a gd relaxation trip with my mum, Donny and baby.
Doing the norms such as eating, shopping and visiting tourist attractions are a must-do for us!
Eating
Felt like a glutton! The very thing i want to do now is to hit the gym and exercise not knowing how much weight I've gained!
Exposed to the gallery of fantastic food such as porridge, dim sum, roasted goose, wanton noodles, we couldn't afford not to try the wide array of varities HK has to offer to us. Even upon leaving Changi Airport for HK, I stretched and 'warmed up' my stomach with a great appetizer to 'stock up' for the foodless flight with Jetstar.
Truly this trip is my 'most-weight' gained eat-all-you-can journey with 3-4 servings per meal. Talking about being gross, this trip says it all
Shopping
I'm a self-declared black belt shopper. Not as stylish as my most-respected fashion icon - Pst Kong but some how contented with my wardrobe. I can proudly say that I have ALOT of clothings. Open my wardrobe and you'll be drowned with endless clothings. This trip added many new inclusions to it. But the best part is in the bargaining of great deals at the night and wholesale markets!
Its just shiokk...!
Spent not too much as my own trip was budgetted with SGD$200 just purely on expenses (shopping+gifts) Tourist Attractions
Visited the Madame Tussads Musuem, Ocean Park, Lan Kwoi Fong, The Peak.
Swarmed by the flock due to the summer holidays and as well as the intense heat.
Perhaps a different season will be more enjoyable. But kudos to HK for their attractions. Great scenic view.
I'm quite amazed by their technology that I can see that we're learning from them in terms of the transport system, business industries.
Well done HK for your well-balanced mix of the new and the old environment.
1st year anniversary
Celebrated my 1st year with baby. 240808 to 240809. Through this one year, we've discovered so much more things about one another and we've learnt to accept and adapt to the similiarities and differences that we have. We've been through so much in this one year but I believe that once our foundations are laid, the rest of the years will be so much easier. I really enjoyed every single sweet romantic moment with her going through the joy and sufferings together. Love you loads. Looking forward to greater light years ahead!
Enjoy the summary pics below...
August 05 wisdom increases increaseHi fans!
Haven't been updating my blog for donkey years!
Guess the easiest way to update everyone is to whip up a few photos of me on what I'm doing.
i miss writing..
din get much opp to write cuz it takes up ALOT of my time and I seriously lack sleep!
just some updates...
i'm very exicted as I'm nearing my SOT graduation in a week's time!
The final month has been the BEST month for me.
Was so blown away by Dr Joshua Hong's(Yoido Full) 4Ds , Pst Kong's Book of Romans and the current Theology that studies the history of Christianity.
Pst Kevin Loo from CHC KL came yest to preach. I see so much zest and faith in him. Totally inspired..
He made this statement: 'wisdom increases increase'
WOW! Amazing..
As for my career...
I hit my ALL-TIME high tuition assignments.
Praise God for that.
Currently, I've got 7 maths students(YW HH YT ROS FR RC FEL) + 1 guit (GA)
Thank God for favor and grace. I'm tgting to hit 9 students after SOT to really increase my wealth!
Recently done some reflections on my attitude 2wards my life, work, ministry and I'm so motivated to work even harder with a spirit of excellence!
Its not that bad after all... felt that my capacity is on the stretch...
start of my day with SOT than to SIM and I'll end it off with my various tuition assignments.
What's the key to pull thru? Focus on the rewards, the joy!
Don't keep whining and complaining. I chose this myself and I'm glad.
The joy of the Lord is my strength!
I'm so determined to end of 2009 on a high!
I'm not perfect but I'll keep on keeping on!
Cheers,
PS: Baby, get well soon. I love you precious July 27 Sold my maestroMaestro (2005 - 2009) Best wishes to the new owner. June 22 Medan Harvest ChurchMission Trip to Medan Indonesia (19 - 21 Jun 09)
Dear dear came to send me off early in the mrng! 6am!
Team 27 eager to fly off to Medan
On board Silk Air to Medan (on the airplane..)
touch down.. by foot to the airport! The feeling of 'its missions!' is here!
uncertainties..
Church still undergoing renovations to extent overflow people
Childrens' Church - They represented the child-like faith mentioned in the Bible
Drug Rehab service. We had a healing service for them
Long hours of transport on trucks and vehicles. Some got the air-con ones while the others...
now this is what i call missions... We enjoyed the Cell-group. Strong presence of God and wonderful testimonies. We're just so amazed by them!
R&R at Sun Plaza
Preparing for Sun adult svc - i'm preaching!! so excited...
Worship singing 'miracles'
Liang Kai sharing his testimony
Deputy Pst - Pst Nuah
My interpreter - Pst Mel
Youth Service Rehearsal. 30 mins before service
As usual, emerge-style ending..
Pst Johnny... Senior Pst of Medan Harvest
Excited to meet our loved ones in Sg..
I'm back! Baby miss me sooo much!
W453's gift for me. Thanks so much. So sweet.. Appreciates your patience to stay for so many hours and wait for me!
Medan YOUTH Service ending song - History Maker June 04 resultsmy SIM results are released today.
i failed 2 subjects.
Service Quality and AMCA.
2 of my strongest subjects. I least expected this 2 to fail.
I couldn't recall what happened that day. It was the last 2 papers. I thought I did pretty well but still din make thru.
45 marks for both... so close.
Sighs..looks like i can't graduate by the end of the year le. 2010 in SIM again.
On the bright side, I pass my terror paper - Biz Ethics. Thank God I dun have to touch that module ever again!
Well, what's done can't be overturned. I'll just have to commit the appeal unto the Lord. Maybe I can learn something out of this whole situation.
Final sem is starting in Jul.
Before my sch starts, i'm already packed with eyeball of things to do.
Daily SOT, international idol committee with countless of long and inefficient mtgs, weekly book review, bible reading and now we've got 10 sermons to prepare + preaching test.. SOT exams.. and my upcoming missions trip to Medan in the 3rd wk of Jun!
everyday SOT... miss not going to JW church. haha... not in a bad attitude way la.. but jus tt i need my sabbath! everyday leh.. so xiong. thank God for my season pass. or else have to spend a lot on travelling. But SOT has been gd so far. Homiletics is over. Looking fwd for Pst Kong's Romans and Galations series again.
Inspire camp is the one that i'm looking fwd to.
so far the band and the singers are in gd shape and i'm happy. being less involved in the activities planning also frees me up some how.
it gives me opportunities to play a role of a guide and teacher. personally, i'm in the midst of inviting frens that i've met while playing soccer. targeting a group of sec 2 youths. still cfming with me... really believing God for 25 for this camp!!!
Jiayou @win~!!! May 21 i'm a happy man!God has vindicated! I'm a happy man!
Got my driving license finally after the 2nd attempt.
How do i describe this feeling? "Delayed happiness"
Haha..
But aniwae, its still gd to rejoice!
I'm a happy man at SOT. Having a great time w Pst Kong as he's into the Romans and Galatians series now.
Loving the Bible more and more daily.
Realized my 'depth' for the WOG has increased significantly after coming to SOT.
Looking fwd for more revelations..
'Don't forget the lyrics' W453 edition this Sun 1230pm!
So looking forward to this outreach planned by my leaders.
I'm going to prepare a good evangelistic sermon!
Whee.... Going for my Youth Camp Band prac now..
Seeya all!
Rgrds,
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