Pst Ulf Ekman wk..

"Holy spirit..pour your rain down.. its the season for souls..

Pls bless your beloved W146 and save us"

 

God, recently there are many shuffles in my cg. Mbrs leaving, newer ones coming in..

It just dawned upon me that tis is like a period of "valley" in our cg..

Mbrs are not involved..

i wonder if they do pray, read the bible and do their own devotions..

They all seemed to be like "professional christians..."
coming to church on wkends but life not changed..

"God, pour down your love on all these pple..

Make them feel you and changed"

Sharon and I cant do much, but God u can! We trust you..

In Jesus name, Amen!

 

Had a great time of fellowship ysd.

I was with the zone leaders after svc for supper..

Sharon reffered me as a "new fren"..(referring to the leaders)

"Edwin, hopefully you can be the up and coming leader and join us soon ya?"

God.. that's my desire..

I wanna gif u my best.. my all.. for ur gospel and your pple..

Do not lead me into temptations but yet let me love more pple.. lemme change to be a better person..

I love you JEsus..

 

(Some photos i took last wk at Jeremiah's 21st party)

complains..

life's a little dry in camp..

everyday doing abt the same thing..

mrng comfirm plus chop sure got pt..

shiong shiong long distance runs ranging from 5-10km everyday..

sometimes when they're mad, they'll throw in things like 2km, 2.4km timed-run..

failures will have bad deal..

den after that, wait for our later part of the day for GA(our top secrect exercise)[thank GOD i got my diver's gold today]

when 4+ comes.. we'll be waiting to be secured for the day..

den will we know if we've got liberty(nights out) for the day..

one wk will den pass like tt..

sighs.. i've lost contact w the world out there man.. how i wish i can stay out daily.. =(

 

the only day i look fwd to is wed cuz i can go for my ldrship trg class..

make new frens, play guitar and serve others...learn many new things there.. n then..

fri will be wad i'm looking fwd to cuz cg and svc will come round the corner..

that's my life now..

 

tis wk super sian la.. might haf to miss out my cg.. cuz we're on standby!! anytime hp ring, we'll be mobilised back to camp to report.. bo liao rite? wad to do... we're under the govt... !!!

 

A lvs? to take or not? so stress la.. dun even haf time at nite to revise..

Apr gonna start NDP reheasarls le.. sure burnt away many days de..

hai..~

 

i miss all my frens.. cx and company.. i miss ana.. i miss zh.. i miss sj but think she found her new love le..

i miss my old frens.. my ncc buds.. my jvs students.. gladys and company..my acting days.. miss so many ple n things but so not enuff time..only 2 days on wkends..so short :(

how i wish i can haf one full mth of break..den i can spend my time mtg up w pple..

 

life in camp's pretty tough.. often gotta struggle to build gd rship w pple..sometimes the pple inside juz work so differently frm the pple outside.. i haf to really build gd quality frenship (smthing i'm trying hard to work on)

 

For now.. my priority is none other than my cell-grp W146..

to disciple the mbrs, to gif bs, guitar lessons, grow in ldrship, help out w sharon and really see myself bcome a cgl by God's grace one day.. tt's all i can ask for..

God, u hear my prys?

 

Delirious? was in town tis wkend!

 

I LOOOOVVVVEEEE them! Especially their "Rain Down" and "Majesty (Here i Am)"

The entire P&W was led by Martin Smith.

I really love their style of leading.

Unlike CCC or Hillsongs,

their style is so contemporary, so heavy metal and so free to add many things.

But most imptly.. the presence of God was there!

 

Smith began and ended with lighting tis big fat candle. He sang and worshipped Jesus and amazed everyone of us!

Its really a gd time man! Hope to see them v soon again! I wan more of Delirious?!

 

Well.. really looking fwd to the leadership class tis wed.

I'm beginning to go for home cg bs class le n thank God, I had the opportunity to play the guitar for the class.

Am so honored..

Really got lots of things to learn! Hope i can overcome my shyness and be actively involved in tis class!

 

nth much to share le..

till den..

tata

 

@win